About my self

Hi!
I am Ann and this is the website where I show my artwork.  

The artwork on this page is made with enjoyment. I often just begin with colours and then it starts to look like something, without knowing what I will make in advance. This way I enjoy it alot, you never know what your gonna end up with. Although some times I do have ideas and then try to work them out.

Abit more about me
My full name is Ann Van den Broeck and I was born and live in Belgium. I have studied a few things in my life, social technical science, arts and after that I chose social work. None of it was something I wanted to do in my life, art class was also way to structured and demanding to follow a certain way. Our schools lack self-expression, letting the children/people express themselves freely instead of having them pump in knowledge and information, to make them into nice system robots who will follow the rules of this game they call life. No one really lives thou, we just live out what has been programmed in and for us. Students can choose some directions which they want to study, but once in a direction they get the same courses and must know what their books say in order to pass the exams and move on.

We do have a few schools that promote self expression, but in Belgium those are rare.

I support life as equal and one to me, because everything is One, connected.   I will support as less abuse as I can and therefor I am a vegan. Animal exploitation in this world is extensive, even plant expoitation. But vegan still is the way of lesser abuse, because you also consume less vegetables. The cattle and factory animals get fed massive amounts of vegetable food themselves.

For more about this you can check out my videos on youtube:

Vlog: 20 most heared comments on vegetarianism 1/4

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=nKz2uirfetg

The other parts are on there to on my account called "spamann".

I am also in process of stopping the mind. More about this, go to: www.desteni.co.za

The mind

The mind consists of thoughts, feelings and emotions. We are not our mind, our mind is the very thing which enslaves us. Thus we have to stop this mind to become truly free and for the first time really live. You can say: if we stop thoughts, feelings and emotions we become robots!

No! Big deception! We already are robots. It does not mean when we stop the mind that we would stop laughing or enjoying. No, we will TRULY enjoy and TRULY laugh. We would live free, and in what form I do not know because we have not done this. The only thing I am sure of is that we can do this. Our laughter and enjoyment will be based on oneness and equality and self-expression. It would not be based on any system like “I want someone to like me, therefore I conform my behaviour to him/her”.

I will explain to you the emotions and feelings.

Emotions - together with thoughts, feelings, pictures, ideas – the mind in general was placed within each being so that we are able to be controlled and directed and never stand clear as free individuals – free from consciousness. Imagine yourself not experiencing any emotions within your participation in this world amongst others? Imagine what would happen when you state I desire, need or want nothing? Would anybody or anything be able to control or direct you?
You are always feeding consciousness which then in turn feeds the constructs linked to our enslavement (systems, the White Light and global consciousness). What I am stating here specifically is that if you allow yourself to delve into the mind and participate within emotions – you are constantly feeding the mind consciousness system within you, giving this all your power to remain enslaved and controlled by consciousness systems as what you become. The construct of emotion as power generator of the mind consciousness was placed to ensure that we are always able to be controlled. Imagine a world without emotions? Imagine for one moment you could stand infinitely without anything moving you and directing you within and as who you are. That is where the human looses each and every time, because they have a dependency on something outside themselves because we are encouraged by emotions, we move through emotions, we direct ourselves through emotions. We are taught by our parents through following their example of how to experience ourselves within this world – how to survive, defend and protect ourselves through reactive behaviours such as emotions. All taught, followed and learned mechanisms as our personality and behaviour of who we are which is based within the experience of ourselves as emotions. If I experience the emotional expression of anger then I want to either feed my anger even more, meaning I will then do whatever it takes to attach more emotions to my anger by instigating it even more – turning the experience of emotion into an addiction of sorts by finding ways to justify the reactive behaviour. Or I strive to alleviate anger by thinking thoughts of peace – initiating in this way the suppression of emotions instead of finding the true cause and reason for the reactive behaviour by example anger to not again allow myself to return to such reactive behaviour patterns. Either way it tends to create a new set of emotions around either anger or peace, generating more and more for our own enslavement. Because the more suppression is allowed – inevitably the expression of anger will be quite an explosive event. Are you a being experience reactive expressions as emotional behaviour patterns such as anger for instance or are you just constant, here, therefore nothing moves you as who you are, neither polarity as outside events drawing you toward experiencing further emotions through reactive expressions as emotions? You see as long as we have these emotions we are slaves to those that ‘play' our emotions. War will exist within this world due to the compound emotional reactive behaviours within all human beings in this world – attached to the global consciousness system. That which we are within – manifest without – the image and likeness of who we are is that which we are busy creating within this world. And if I honestly have to have a look – it's not saying much about who we are and what's going on within ourselves. Isn't is possible that those who specifically experience war, murder, violence etc. are merely outer manifestations of examples of that which we allow and accept within ourselves within this world. Instead of understanding their reasons or assisting them – we design protection establishments against such actions and through this justifying and denying that which exist within us portrayed within the outside world. In turn assist us in remaining within our emotional reactive behaviours feeding consciousness systems instead of doing something about it to once and for all stop such emotional behaviour expressions and stop the feeding of consciousness systems. Because we have defined ourselves as emotional reactive behaviours – we wish to remain within it and use justification to do so. Therefore when the president declares war for instance we either agree or disagree based on our attachment to a particular emotion as a self defined belief of what is right and what is wrong based on our upbringing as a child. Same within everything that exists in this world, we base on our emotional attachment; therefore you are able to be controlled and directed by something outside of yourself through emotional reactive behaviour. The minute someone or something has the ability to move or direct you according to your emotion you have to become aware of the fact that they have just trapped you. Are you directing yourself or are you being directed? Emotions are but energetic experiences as the generator and power source of mind consciousness systems – the more you feed consciousness through your participation and allowance in reactive behaviours the more you become it and ingrain yourself within it.

Feelings are the exact projections of any given emotion. Feelings such as love, peace, and harmony etc. – all the beautiful expression within human beings are but polarity expressions of emotions – designed derivatives from emotions to establish the experience of polarity within each human being on earth. Feelings as emotions are the same energetic expression as generator for the mind consciousness system. Designed within the mind consciousness system of human beings so each human being may always exist within the polarities of feelings and emotions, good and bad, right and wrong etc. to in this way remain enslaved and controlled within and as consciousness. Never allowing them to remain here, constant in every moment where nothing moves within you, as who you are here in every moment. All emotion and feeling expressions are of mind consciousness system – energetic expressions which influence you through control and direction – this is what moves and direct human beings at the moment – feelings andemotions designed within mind consciousness system as what human beings have become. If you become emotional (angry, sad, fearful, anxious etc.) or experience feelings (love, desire, happiness etc.) – know that you are allowing yourself to be directed and controlled by consciousness as your mind as what you have defined yourself as


Enjoy! :)